It's very hurtful. I understand your pain. I even thought about leaving the comm completely because of all the negative comments. but then i realized what made me stay in the first place. seeing other black gyaru with amazing talent inspired me. You are one of the people hwo made em feel better. Because you are gorgeous and your part of the com like i am. It's hard enough for gyaru themselves stick together so i imagin how hard it must be for black gyaru. we should all help each other improve and be strong. i wish you the best.